Hello darkness, my old
friend (hello)
Knocking at my door
again
Beggin' me to come
outside
Let you back into my
life
Now, usually I'd be
strong enough
To lock the doors and
keep 'em shut
But not today, I'm
desperate (desperate)
So go ahead and come
on in
So go ahead and come
on in
So go ahead and come
on in
OCD is worse than
ever, hands are bleedin'
Maybe I should take
the pills, don't (whoa)
Know what's goin' on
with me
Some days I actually
think I might be schizo- (whoa)
Phrenic, prolly not,
but even writin' this
Is makin' me begin to
spiral, oh, God (oh, oh, oh)
Made a promise, told
myself I wouldn't let the fear back in
But then I did, though
(whoa)
Told the world that I
was sick of runnin'
Then went back to
runnin', what a joke (whoa)
Disappointed, yeah, me
too
I thought I finally
had finally made a breakthrough, guess not (oh, oh, oh)
It's the same song and
dance, you've all seen it before
Darkness holds out his
hand, then we walk to the floor
Every decision made
isn't mine anymore
Like a puppet with
strings, I just don't have a choice
What's the truth?
What's a lie?
Help me, God, help me,
Lord
Face your fears, dry
your eyes
Grandma died, what's
the point?
Lost the keys, lost my
hope, lost my will, lost my joy
Lost a friend, lost my
home, lost my faith, lost my voice
Standing back,
watching my mansion burn to ash while I
Hold the gas can,
asking God if He started this fire
Is this what You
wanted? Is this what You wanted?
Make all my hopes and
my dreams come to life just to lay them to rest
Is this what You
wanted? Is this what You wanted?
Give me a false sense
of peace just to show me what peace really is
Is this what You
wanted?
On the verge, on the
edge
(Is this what You
wanted?)
Petrified, scared to
death
(Is this what You
wanted?)
Prayin' to God,
desperate
(Is this what You
wanted, what You wanted?)
(Is this what You
wanted?)
Hangin' on by a thread
(Is this what You
wanted?)
Empty heart, nothin'
left
(Is this what You
wanted?)
Breakin' down,
spiralin'
(Is this what You
wanted, what You wanted?)
(Is this what You
wanted?)
Standing back (is this
what You wanted?)
Watching my mansion
(is this what You wanted?)
Burn to ash (is this
what You wanted?) While I (oh, oh, oh)
(What You wanted, is
this what You wanted?)
Hold the gas (is this
what You wanted?) Can
Asking God if (is this
what You wanted?)
He started this fire (is this what You wanted, what You wanted?)